First Embarrassing Muscle Crush, (never recovered from frankly!)

Get your little dick out now, and cum over my massive muscles!

I was only 16, and had been away for a long weekend holiday, with a few school friends after our exams....All boys, away for maybe the 1st time without parents or anyone else around us....

Anyway, we were staying on a Holiday park....Absolutely fine and dandy for the first day, we played football, we went out at night and drank beer in town, got fairly drunk and stumbled home.....

Day 2: "Come check this guy out, LOL!!" says Stehphen, who was earliest up the next morning.....He was looking out of our window, at our new neighbour in the nextdoor caravan....A huge, muscle-bound man next door was putting out his sun lounger, and getting himself set for a day's sunbathing it looked like....
"What a prick!!! Bet you he so fancies himself....!" He said.

My other pals came and looked out of the window at this freak of nature, and sniggering amongst themselves, slagging him off as some kind of either gayboy or meat head.....While I could say nothing.....to me, while they laughed at his huge size and physique, I was just "Blown Away", thinking, (to myself of course!), that HE was an absolute wonder of musculature!! I was just captivated, by every muscle twitch, and vein that seemed to pop out through his skin....and he wasn't even flexing!

But of course I said nothing, we just laughed amongst ourselves over our new neighbour, while I secretly was too ashamed to tell my friends how good I thought he looked......But I was nursing serious wood over our new neighbour, and just couldn't wait to have some time on my own, to watch him on my own, NEXT DOOR to us!!

Anyway, we went up to the local park after our breakfast, to play some football, and I tried to forget about our new neighbour, and his ridiculous physique...because it was WRONG!! I couldn't even admit to myself that I fancied him or his muscles, he was a MAN....I couldn't explain why I got a huge stiffy that morning looking at him, and I sure as hell couldn't admit that his massive body made me hard to my friends.....!!

I was only 16 and STRAIGHT!! I'd NEVER even fancied a man in my life, certainly not any ordinary man I'd ever seen or met....but THIS Muscle God had confused the hell out of me!!! I KNEW in my heart of hearts, that I was HARD for his muscles, so fucking hard, that I got hard again just thinking about this very confusion.....!!!

I couldn't get him out of my head....I was playing terribly at the football, and just couldn't get it together....So as it was a damn hot day, I volunteered to get us some cold drinks....I wasn't contributing much to the game anyway, so I was sent on my way....

Half way home, I met our new neighbour out walking his dog, on the narrow path back to our caravans: he was wearing nothing but a pair of tiny wee shorts and flip-flops, and he was strutting his massive muscles for all to see: absolutely shamelessly!!
I couldn't avoid him.....He was right in my way, and I thought about turning about turn, and walking back the long way.....but I couldn't....I was walking straight towards this massive muscle man, the very object of my incredibly hard dick and profound sexual confusion....I was 16 remember, and HE was A BIG MAN, in his mid 20s!!

I tried to look away, and just pass by, saying a quick "Hello!", looking away from him as we approached, BUT HE STOPPED ME......put a hand across my chest as I reached him, and said to me, chattily:
"Hi there, aren't you one of the boys in the caravan next door to me?"

"Yes, I'm here with my pals from school....we're here on holiday....just finished our exams....." And with no apparent ability to control myself, I just blurted out: "Man, you've got an incredible physique....Love your  muscles!"
No sooner were the words out of my mouth, when I blushed like a little girl, shocked at what I'd said, let slip really, but I just couldn't stop myself, had to dig myself a yet deeper hole; so I next blurted out more:
"My pals were slagging off big musclemen like you this morning, but I thought you looked awesome outside....I really did...I like the shape of a physique like yours....would love to look like you some day!!"

And he just stood there and laughed, and eventually said, kind of sincerely: "Well thank you for your honesty, young man, and it's good to hear...I get a lot of snide comments, so it's really nice to meet someone who appreciates what I'm about....Why don't you come over to my caravan later, and I'll give you some training advice, if you want?? You can help me pump up too...I need to practice my posing, you can let me know what you think!"

Without even thinking, (or thinking what I was going to say to my school pals!), I said: "Sure, that sounds great." and made to edge past him, when he stopped me again and asked:
"What's your name by the way, young fellow?"
"I'm Ray, sorry I forgot to say."
"And I'm Rich.....Rich Gaspari." he replied. "I'll see you latter then!"




Well, I kind of shat it.....when I got back to my pals, i didn't mention meeting Rich or anything else....I just put it out of my mind, dismissed it frankly as a fantasy, I wouldn't pursue...
I mean, I was 16 and straight, what the hell was I thinking about, getting hot & bothered over a bulging bodybuilder??
So after the days football, and a drink at the pub on the way home, I stayed in our caravan, and went to read in my bedroom, before we went out for the night, to relax for a while...Afterall, my pals didn't know anything about my confusion, nor my meeting with muscleman Rich.

"BANG,BANG, BANG "on the Caravan door. Steven answers it. "Hi, is Ray there?"
"Come in, I'll just get him for you." I hear Steven reply.
I recognise Rich's voice, then Steven opens the bedroom door and says, with a slight smirk: "Ray, it's someone for you!"

I am MORTIFIED!! Rich has come to find me, in front of my pals, and he KNOWS MY NAME!! I jump off the bed, and out into the hall, where Rich is standing, pretty much blocking it, all on his massive own!

I can't think what to say, and there's no point lying, as everyone can see him, asking for me, in our own caravan; this same muscle man, that they were all laughing at this very morning.

"Hi Rich, I was just dozing there."
"I thought you said you were coming over? Didn't you say so earlier?" said Rich, taking up the whole hallway. He was wearing some baggy clothes thank god, but they did little to hide his sheer massiveness, and his leg and forearm muscles, were obvious still,  bulging out of his sleeves and his shorts: massive, vascular and hard, and so damn alluring to me, at least....
"Sure, just let me get dressed!" ( I just prayed he wouldn't mention anything about 'helping him pump up or practice his posing', as he'd said earlier!)

"Aren't you going to introduce us to your friend?" said Steven, with a note of sarcasm, and a snigger from Bruce and Chris...."We haven't met, I don't believe."

"This is Rich, we met earlier today. I'm just going to get some training advice from Rich, and I'll catch you all up later, at the pub. Okay guys?"

"Sure Ray, you and RICH can join us later when you're all oiled, I mean clued up!" said Bruce smiling at the others...."You can tell us all later!"

With that, I turned to push Rich back out of the hallway, before my crimson face became all to obvious! This was my biggest fear, my own friends were laughing at me, because I hadn't told them about meeting Rich, and Rich had dropped me in it with them, by accident, but right in it, nonetheless!!

As soon as I closed the door, on our caravan, I could hear the laughter of my mates, and Rich said to me:
"That was a bit awkward....why didn't you just come over yourself? Your mates seem determined to read too much into this, I think"

"I didn't tell them I met you earlier Rich.....I was so embarrassed at what I'd said to you...what I let slip, I mean about your physique and that.  I.....I just blurted things out.....I'm really embarrassed actually!" I replied.

"Why are you embarrassed Ray??" asked Rich, without any obvious rancour.

"Can we just get inside your caravan Rich, I can feel my pals laughing at my back right now....I don't know how I'm going to face them later!" I whispered under my breath to him, as he opened the door to his caravan next door to ours....

 THIS was what he showed me......Flexing so hard, that I nearly passed out!

Muscle men, are scarey, but so fuckin sexy too!

Like my arms?

How hard do I make you, boy?

I'm going to fuck you senseless kid!

It's alright to lust!

You can kiss them if you want!

Fancy a wank from this arm?

The real truth about muscle studs!

When I look this damn hot & hard as fuck,I can have any woman or man I want !!! YOU want me girl, and so does your boyfriend....I'll give you both the hardest fuck of your lives, LOL!!

WORSHIP ME bitch!!

As soon as we were inside, I asked Rich to close the curtains....I knew my mates were watching from next door, and I really didn't want them to see me and Rich....I didn't know what was in store, but I didn't want them to see it anyway....

Rich closed them, and then, without so much as a word, he just peeled off his baggies, down to his tiny shorts, then turned to me, flared out his lats, and said:
"Help me get a good pump on....I've been looking forward to this, LOL! Jump on my back, and I'll do some squats to start with!"

And I didn't know what he meant, so asked him: "What do you want me to do Rich?"
"Just climb on my back, and I'll do some squats to get a good leg pump!"

So I straddled his back as he bent over for me, and them he just hoisted me up like a bag of sugar, and started squatting quickly....like I wasn't even there, or weighed nothing, doing 20 squats or so at a hard pace...
"Good, now lie on my back and I'll do some presses!"
He lay on the caravan floor, and told me to spread myself out, and them he repped out 20 odd deep chest presses like they were nothing....and I could feel the hardness of his back muscles press into my skin....

Next he got me to hold one end of a towel with all my strength while he curled against it.....It was like i was nothing, providing zero resistance, despite me pulling against him with all my power: he just kept pulling me to him, like I was a ragdoll, but I could see the veins in his huge arms pop out and the pump in his chest swell like a massive pair of rock hard tits.....of pure muscle!

I was scared! I'd never seen muscles like this before, and the sheer brute power of him, made he cringe! This was a BULL of a man, with absolute animal strength I couldn't believe, and right then, most of me wanted to run away....I, I was shit scared of what he was capable of....But I was too scared to leave or even say anything....Instead I just stood in awe, and Rich saw my facial expression and laughed hard.

"It's alright Ray, we're just having a bit of fun here....you don't have to do anything you don't want. Okay?"

"Sorry Rich, I'm just in a bit of shock...I had no idea, that you'd be as strong as this....Kind of thought those huge muscles were just for show!" I managed to stutter, with a forced laugh!

"Lie down on the floor for me, and I'll do my back!"

I complied, I couldn't imagine doing anything else; if he'd told me to jump out of the window naked, I'd have done that too, without complaint! I had become suddenly very, very intimidated by this huge man, by his power, by his size, by what I'd gotten myself into here, (whatever that was!)......I sensed he was toying with me, playing with me, as people play with a small puppy.

He told me to put my hands behind my head and cross my legs at the ankle, then he bent over me, put his legs on either side of me, grabbed me by my belt, and one-handed, pulled me up to his stomach, with my face pushing into his massive pecs! He pulled me up a dozen times, with each arm, like I was a lightweight dumbell, and I think I might have actually wimpered a little when he finally put me down....

My face must have been deathly pale. I wanted to cry out in sheer panic, but had no idea what of: it's a hard thing to admit, that a single man, just by his sheer physical size, presence and physical power, can drive you into blind fear of what he may be capable, if he so chose!! So I lay on that floor, paralysed with intimidation....What the hell was he going to do next, this massive brute, this bull of a man??

"That'll do Ray! I feel a decent pump!" And he put out his hand to help me up.....

"Just sit over there, and I'll do my posing routine. Tell me what you think, you've got the best seat in the house anyway!" he laughed, and went out to the bedroom to get his music.

Again, I was completely compliant; he wanted me to watch his posing, so that was all I could think to do! Maybe, that's all he wanted, some helpful criticism or appreciation, so I'd watch him carefully, give him my honest feedback, then politely suggest we leave...go join the others in the pub?? He would be more than welcome, maybe he'd enjoy the company. I just knew I wouldn't be so scared if I could get out of there, being alone with this man monster!
So I went and sat on the lounge sofa, and tried not to look so scared.

The music came on, a nice piece of classic soul, and he strutted slowly into the lounge area, now wearing only his tiny posing thong, which left nothing, to the imagination! It was a big, open holiday home, and there were only 2 people in it, but it still felt incredibly claustrophobic to me....This massive, pumped, ripped muscle-bound bull, was posing and flexing just feet, and sometimes inches from me, and I couldn't help but realize that he was posing just for me, and no one else!! I was his private, and ONLY audience.....Rich was posing FOR MY appreciation, my entertainment, alone! If I had any doubts left, Rich blew them away by getting as close as he could to me, even straddling me with some of his poses....daring me to reach out and touch him....

It was with a slow, gradually descending dread and even deeper, renewed fear, that it dawned on me, that this, was intended exclusively for me; this was Rich's idea of fun! He WAS playing with me, was having fun with me: He had already spotted that look of my boyish sexual confusion, that contradictory mixture of repulsion and powerful attraction to his physique, when we had met earlier that day....He KNEW it well, had felt it himself at my age, and that made me a perfect challenge, 'ripe for the picking', a young straight boy who still was drawn to his musculature, like a helpless moth to his flame!
His posing routine, was his 'seduction'....the perfect excuse, to show off his hard-earned physique within inches of my face, and 'make' me admit, that he turned me on, and I could do nothing to help it!! That I was his powerless plaything, and he was the master; playing with me, turning me on at will, because I WANTED THAT BODY!!! I wanted to look like him, I wanted to own him, I wanted him!

He laughed hard an me, took a step back, and pointed at my crotch: "What the hell in going on in your pants Ray? Looks like you're trying to launch a rocket there!", Rich laughed out......"Man, that's going to take some explaining away, LOL!"

I looked down where Rich had pointed, and to my horror, I had the biggest, hardest boner poking straight out of the zip! There was no disguising it, this was a full on raging boner; the kind you only ever get when you're turned on to hell, like a rutting stag!!

Before I could even begin to think for an excuse, I felt the huge weight of something across my thighs, and as I lifted my head from my embarrassing groin, I was staring into Rich's huge, ripped pecs! He was sat astride me, Cowboy/Cowgirl Style, with his arms over my shoulders, and was gyrating his package hard against my raging boner......."Do you want me to do something about that?" he said, motioning back to my groin.

I couldn't speak, I knew what he meant allright, but I couldn't say, couldn't stop him, couldn't stop this man from touching me.....because I wanted him, so bad!!