Greetings all!

This is my first post and I really should tell you WHY I've set this up. This Blog is dedicated to sexual 'CONFUSION' caused by MUSCLE; particularly caused by MALE muscle, for men, but also female Muscle for women!

Why do huge, hard, muscles 'confuse' us and our sexuality?? Why do many straight men, feel an 'awkward' attraction, even desire when we see a massive bodybuilder on our screens or even worse, in real life!! It has  been psychologically demonstrated, repeatedly, that 'straight' males when under "Sexual Arousal " tests, experience "unwanted" penile arousal, when shown pictures of MALE bodybuilders, flexing or posing!! An AROUSAL that most subjects are at a lost to explain, and are often discomforted by....

So HERE we will explore that CONFUSION!! WHY does it happen to so many of us??

I know I can't be alone out there, but while I believe I'm straight, there is the rather awkward fact, that  BIG, RIPPED, MASSIVE, even SCARY, Muscle-bound men, absolutely cause me ridiculous wood!! And they ALWAYS have, ever since I was a child!!

I remember as clear as day, back when I was no more than 14, the first time I saw a BIG, RIPPED, bodybuilder in a magazine; I know now that he was none other than the Great Rich Gaspari, but back then, just the sight of his insane, MASSIVE muscles on those pages, had me in a ridiculous pickle!! Here I was, standing with my fellow 'straight' friends, standing waiting on a train, and I had WOOD, and I mean SERIOUS WOOD, after looking at this muscle-bound stud, posing and flexing on those pages, in his wee speedos and shorts, and ME, a supposedly straight young boy, I'M as hard as a ROCK, bursting through my trousers....for a MAN....a BIG man, and his HUGE, SCARY, RIPPED, powerful Muscles....

I can see Rich still, in those magazine pictures: a 'Special on Rich Gaspari Trains'; standing taunt; in control of his massive but elegantly proportioned muscles, one of the best Bodybuilders in the World back then,   flexing huge bat-like lats; repping horseshoe sized triceps;  squatting more big heavy, plates than I thought humanly possible; curling ridiculously heavy dumbells with baseball sized biceps; pumping silly-sized pecs, that came up to his chin when he flexed; posing his INSANE quads and calves, and showing his bare, outrageously muscular chest & back, like a page from an Anatomy book!! He was a MONSTER of musculature: so strong, so hard and so bloody cocky in his massive muscles; he simply KNEW he was a God amongst mortals, and he enjoyed his physical power and perfection, and the wanton desire he evoked in those who looked upon his incredibly muscle-bound body!

I could NOT look away from this man's spectacularly muscular body....It was like a magnet drawing my gaze, and enthralling my entire being with both 'envy' and 'desire'....I SO WANTED to look like him, more than ANYTHING I did... because he looked like a beautiful, powerful God amongst men...
But I ALSO wanted to touch him, to hold him and caress that physical work of art that was Gaspari's physique, in human, yet oh-so-manly, yet animal musculature....to feel the real power and hardness of those beautifully hard, vascular muscles, and feel his strength and superiority, that had captivated me, from that first moment

Why?? I don't fancy men....I've NEVER met an ordinary man, I thought was in the LEAST bit sexually attractive....and yet I'M HARD, HARD as f**k for this massively huge, but beautifully sexy, ripped as f**k bodybuilder, and his incredibly hard muscles and vasularity....

He HAD ME IN A SEXUAL TRANCE, that I was powerless to resist! Without a word of exaggeration, if Rich Gaspari himself, had come up to me right then, and TOLD me, he was going to 'have' me, and that I was going to do EVERYTHING that he told me to, I would have done it, WITHOUT Hesitation, so much was I under his muscle-bound spell!! It was a complete loss of self-control, for a muscleman I didn't even know. I was BESOTTED by his muscularity....hypnotized really....every movement or flex creating ripples of  hard vascularity and muscular, beautiful sculpture....

I have NEVER been so powerless to resist, the deep, deep desire, the irresistible magnetic attraction, the all-encompassing NEED to take hold of his massively muscular, but beautifully hard and strong body, and the enchanted sexual seduction of this man's outrageously powerful, muscle-bound physique, which LEAPT from the magazine's pages and GRABBED me with such muscular, powerful, lustful envy, that I was BEHOLDEN, captivated by his muscles alone! I was HIS, completely, and alone!

So of course I had to buy this devine muscle mag, and PRAY I could last until I got home, and be finally alone with my new muse, my captivation, the beautiful, massive muscles that filled me with such craven desire, that I was slave to them without redemption....The very thought of those pictures made my very loins burst with the NEED for him...his massive, hard, muscular perfection of body had so enchanted & bewitched me with its' powerful, muscular beauty, that I NEEDED him...I NEEDED his body, his muscles, his strength, his sex...
But I could NOT help but THINK of those craven pictures, those wanton images of physical, muscular perfection, while I sat there with my friends...YEARNING like a man possessed to be alone with my pictures of Rich, and his awesome, powerful and beautifully huge physique!!

I sat there, hiding my painfullly hard erection, unable to think of things which might have allowed it to soften! I WANTED RICH! I wanted his BODY, his MUSCLES, his VEINS, his power, his STRENGTH, his HOLD over me...HIS SEX....I WANTED HIM COMPLETELY, and without reserve. He OWNED me, every molecule of me! I had NOTHING but hard, hard, animal lust for him and every inch of his hard, massive muscles which so filled me with want, no, NEED for them!

Unable to divert my mind one iota, from Rich and every seductive inch of his huge muscularity, it happened: His muscles flexed in my mind, and a cable sized vein appeared on his huge outer bicep....he was 'flirting' with me....he wanted me to feel that massive arm and enjoy his, no OUR power!! My poor dick was nearly ripping through my genes....It HURT to think of him, it cut me to the core, to consider his massiveness, his hardness, his power, his MUSCLES! The desire and lust he evoked from me, made me physically sick. I was dry of mouth, unable to speak, or participate in the chat of my friends aboard the train....I was 'Lust-sick', my mind and entire consciousness entirely devoted to thoughts of Rich's oh-so-mesmerising musculature, and sheer beautiful mass! I was in a rapture of sordid lust and need for that physique...

So I was still LUSTING after this huge, muscle-bound bodybuilding MAN, and my young dick was BURSTING through my trousers with unfettered desire for this hard, vascular, muscle-bound man.....How did it come to this??? Why was I seduced so completely and utterly, but a man's powerful, hard, muscular body, that left me helpless with desire and LUST and envy???

Why is that?? Do you suffer from the same affliction yourself?

[Next time, the pent up desire and relief when I finally get home, and alone to indulge myself with Rich and our pics!]

Well, the thing is, sometimes you have to really honest with yourself, and ADMIT, that SOME men, like Rich, or Aaron, or Paul, have such beautiful bodies, that THEY DO make you lust after them.......A perfect, muscular male body, is a SEXY body, either because you WISH you had that Physique, and if you can be sincere, you're "Sexually Jealous" of their bodies.....or, because you can SEE for yourself, that those Physiques, are "things of sexual beauty" in their own right......

For instance:

I would give ANYTHING, to have these studs physiques......They're so damn hot, it's scarey, LOL!